Monday, January 17, 2011

A lot of endings

Yesterday I was released from my calling as Primary President. I really enjoyed working with the children in the ward. I'm still going to make an effort to know their names and say hi to them at church, but it won't be the same.
This is also my last week at work. It feels like the right time to leave. I've worked there for 3 1/2 years, and it's been a big part of my life. I met Jeff through my boss at La Europa. I earned my Level 2 teaching license this past year. I have been part of a close knit faculty that has felt like extended family. I have had the wonderful opportunity to work with a variety of students. I feel like I've really had an impact on many of their lives, as they've had an impact on mine.
As Jeff and I prepare for Cosette's arrival, a lot of chapters of my life are ending. But I know I'm about to begin the most important chapter of my life: motherhood.
When my students asked me today why I'm not coming back to work after having the baby, I told them that it's because I've always wanted to be a stay-at-home mom. That's what I've always wanted to be "when I grow up." (So, I guess I'm officially grown up now.)
I know that I don't really understand what I'm in store for. But I'm looking forward to the mixture of challenges and joys that I know motherhood will bring.

3 comments:

Suzanne said...

You won't find anything more challenging and more rewarding than being a mom. I have never regretted my decision to stay home full-time. And know that your sisters are just a phone call away!

Hilary said...

ALL your sisters are just a phone call away! Suzanne said exactly what I would say. The only thing I would add is to make sure you find something that makes you YOU that you can do to help you stay centered. You have an identity other than Mom and you need to hold on to it, too.

Linda said...

I am soooo happy for you! I hope you consider me a sister too, because I love you dearly...